Melly's Fo Shizzle

Earth's Cycle Of Love

2011-10-24T00:23:00.000-07:00

In sweet serenity
the rain falls on the earth
while rivers from it is flowing to the sea
and time and again there is new birth

while down its drops splatter
as if coming by a kind of devotion,
causing small streams to chatter
in their tranquil emotion.

The scorching sun is forgiven
while this cycle continues forever
and vapour again rises up to the high heaven
to fall again flowing to the sea in a river

and all of this
is continued in a kind of divine bliss.

By Gert Strydom

2011-03-22T15:54:00.000-07:00

Good Morning people! xx

Its 7am on a beautiful Wednesday morning. Im sitting infront of my lappy with a bowl of oatmeal feeling cold. I know its a bad habit eating while online but I couldnt care less. So today is the day every SPM 2010 candidates have been waiting, the day of our results will be released! Everyone is hell freaking out with hearts non-stop pumping faster and feeling uneasy. Gahh, this is really a nervous moment for all of us. Keep your fingers crossed everyone! Always pray to God Almighty for good results. Best of luck to all. Remember this is not the end of our lives. Whatever the outcomes will be, dont stop to struggle hard for the best future of our lives.

Met the bestfriend, Myra yesterday evening. Its been awhile since we last met in 5 months ago before she moved to KL right after SPM exam. Only god knows how much I missed her. We had high tea and fun time together at Seattle. <3

2011-03-16T21:14:00.000-07:00

I went out yesterday afternoon with ze girls, Naj, Mael and Azry.We laughed hardcore with stupid random jokes everywhere and had our delicious lunch at Emart. Mael drifted the car for 5 times on a corner nearby the place, that was super crazy but fun though. Then in the evening, we picked Effa up from home, brought her to Spring for shopping. After awhile, we had a wonderful ice cream eating time at Iglool and later we ordered burgers at Dabush's. Supposed to meet Husna, Aween and Agen at MBO around 10pm for a movie date. But sadly, we can't make it. Sorry girls.

Synopsis for yesterday's activities just to update ze blog XD

Red Rose

2011-03-13T21:10:00.000-07:00

I'm like a beautiful red rose. A rose thats blooming with its sweet smell on a hot sunny day where all birds are awake and chirping all day long in the blue sky. But when it comes to a gloomy day filled with miserable rain, that rose is horribly wet against the heavy rain with the look of unhappy and cold. Then if a rainbow appears in the sky after a pouring rain, the lush red rose looks fresh again giving the appearance of satisfaction to see and think about.

A red rose describes who am I.

2011-03-11T03:03:00.000-08:00

Today has been raining and gloomy which caused me to drive very slow on the road. While I was driving on the slippery and wet road, I received many BBM chats from my friends telling me that the largest earthquake has struck northeast Japan today. I'm pretty sure everyone has been acknowledged that an 8.9 magnitude earthquake and a powerful tsunami hit Japan in the afternoon. Many people mentioned about these cataclysms in Twitter which caused my timeline filled with recent updates of these shocking worldwide news until now. It is too devastating to watch the news on tv when BBC news channel keeps on showing few videos of this massive earthquake and tsunami recorded in a supermarket, office building- while in a meeting, airport and in the city where you can see all Japanese citizens trying to save their lives by staying up on the roof tops of tall buildings. In the news, the waves are believed 23-feet which is 7 meters high and reported that hundreds are killed, hundreds are missing and hundreds are injured in this horrified incident. In a few minutes a ago, I have been told that Tsunami waves have reached Hawaii at dawn. Therefore, we all must pray to Allah Almighty to protect us from disasters in this beautiful, peaceful and disaster-less country, Malaysia. Amin.

2011-03-10T17:23:00.000-08:00

Good Morning everyone!

It's Friday and the weather is cold. Having a bowl of oatmeal and a cup of hot milo as breakfast is suitable for this cold morning, sunlight-less and gloomy. Today is a busy day for me, packed with all stuffs like piano class and driving lesson. Lately, I decided to continue having piano class since I have so much time to be filled with. Piano class is been fun with the new teacher, Miss Jennifer, she's a talented pianist and is famous throughout the whole Malaysia. She had performed few times for Malaysia's Royal family and some politicians.

Well then, off to Chong Lin now.

2011-03-10T04:28:00.000-08:00

Tonight is quite a bore. Nothing much to do except for checking on Facebook and Twitter. It's raining heavily outside there yet still it feels hot and I'm sweating now. Please, it's March and Chinese New Year celebration had passed for almost a month now but it's still raining frequently. Weather condition is getting unstable.

2011-03-10T01:03:00.000-08:00

I'm a secretive type. Yes, I am. I don't like telling people my stories and secrets too much. It's not that I live in a lie or hiding the real me, but then people will meddling and start to make up fake stories. Everyone is fucked up and live in a lie. Nobody is perfect and so do I. Life can be too much pressure and depressing. But hey, I'm 18, I should enjoy my life.

Anywho, I need a change of life.

Teeeheee

2011-03-09T22:53:00.001-08:00

Refreshing my blog with the new background colour! Bright and funnnn

I'M BACK TO BLOGGING NOW!

2011-03-09T22:09:00.000-08:00

So where do I start?

First of all, I decided to make this blog for blogs, yeah blogs- essays or articles, and my tumblr is for posting pics. I rarely update my tumblr now, I know it looks dull and boring. The hell I care. It's hard to deny that I don't like tumblr, I like it because I love those pics in tumblr. But sometimes I get irritate to see many pics but not blogs appeared in my dashboard. I salute those creative people who took tons of beautiful pics, they are unique and cool, well that's what we call masterpiece (Y) I think they should post those pics in Flickr not in Tumblr. Somehow, Tumblr is polluted with pics. People should write.

Time flies very fast. It felt like yesterday I enrolled for Form 5. I just finished school few months ago and still waiting for my exam results which is a depressing time to me. I have nothing to do in these few months excluding helping my mum with house works since we don't have maids to hire anymore, I wanted to get an experience in public world by trying to get some jobs at cafes, bookstores or supermarkets but mum and dad wouldn't let me. Well, I don't have the enough power to fight back. That describes how good I am. Wait, I sounded like Zul which is judging myself.

Since this so called holiday, I've been going out with my friends frequently. Jasna, she's a good friend of mine, we've been knowing each other since primary school. How cool is that right? Well, she passed her driving test and already had her license! Since she has her driving license and our houses are not far apart, she picks me up almost everyday. We drive around the city and stop where good delicious food are sold! Man, I'm gaining few kilos now. Screw you, food.

So today I decided to call it an off day, which my friends and I are not going out today. heeeeee. Good girls right? Today's plans are:

1. Help mummy cooking for lunch
2. Washing and drying clothes. Hell, a lot!
3. Blogging
4. Badminton with daddy! Need to excercisee

2011-03-09T21:14:00.000-08:00

WOW, IT'S BEEN A YEAR SINCE I LAST BLOGGED! It's 2011 y'all!

A friend of mine, Zul was chatting with me in Facebook late last night. We were talking much craps, giving some opinions and all out of sudden he asked "Do you blog?". I answered him, "I used to but not anymore". Then he asked for the link of my blog and so I gave him. When I look at my blog through the screen of my Macbook, I realized that I really miss blogging and read my blogs over and over again!

Will be back to blog again later. An article Zul wanted. xxx

2010-01-09T19:42:00.000-08:00

This year of school co-curriculum is going to be busy as I have two posts to hold. For Photography and Videography Club, I was chosen to be the Secretary and as for Tennis Club, I was chosen to be the Treasurer.

I have a report to e-mail to my teacher regarding yesterday's registration as soon as possible.

School co-curriculum.

2010-01-09T19:35:00.000-08:00

Yesterday morning was co-curriculum registration. Every students are compulsory to join 3 categories of co-curriculum which are sports, clubs and uniform body. These activities will be held every Saturdays at school compound from 8am to 12pm.

Throughout my years in secondary school, and this will be my final year in upper secondary, yesterday morning was my first time to experience many parents of form one students were coming to school for accompanying their children to register. This year broke the school record indeed. I was surprised to see there were parents rushing to the co-curriculum board to choose which one their children should join, I can even saw my friends were being slightly pushed by them.

In my opinion, the negative matter of parents accompanying their children for co-curriculum registration is that their children might not be independent to choose what they are interested to join. This also can cause their children lack of making friends. Since every year parents must come for school registration with their children, school co-curriculum registration students must register themselves and try to be independent to make their own decisions.

Final year decides my future.

2010-01-08T07:57:00.000-08:00

This week is my first week of school. My friends and I are officially to be called as seniors, which means we will be sitting an important and tough examination by the end of this year. This one whole week felt like months attending classes because everyone in class emphasize themselves on studies, rushing and pushing each other to get first table rows just to focus on what our teachers teaching whenever there are elective science and account classes, but at the same time we are feeling tired and sleepy as we are also attending tuition classes after school and even on weekends. I am sure we will be given many short tests and typical examinations. It is a good burden for every form 5 students as it is compulsory to sit this examination for a better future indeed.

I am really concerned with my last year’s studies. I could not catch up with some chapters that we had gone through, but I am pleased to hear from most of my teachers that we will be revising last year’s studies starting on June.

I will be glad when these examinations are over, I am counting days starting from now.

2009-12-16T15:24:00.000-08:00

I've just done with my packing this morning. I'll be going to the airport anytime now. Yeay! I had to take Avadol and Clarinase last night due to I'm having a slight fever, how cool. -_-

I'll be leaving to Hong kong today with my family, grandparents and close relatives. Then we'll be leaving to the next cities in China. I bet it's going to be tiring yet fun. haha

I'm so gonna miss everyone left in Kuching !

MUAH MUAH.

2009-12-10T06:11:00.000-08:00

Fucking shit scorpion.

My mom and sister rushed me to the hospital this evening cos I was stung by it. Everyone was totally in shocked and only god knows how in pain I was. My legs and hands are now numb after I've got my injection. I even couldn't walk properly too. As soon as I reached at the emergency, I screamed for the doctor like hell. I wanted him to treat me at that very moment. And so he did, he made me happy and calmed after that. Thank god I'm okay already.

2009-12-08T09:04:00.000-08:00

I've been not updating my blog for few months.

Today's my great grandma's 88th birthday and we celebrated her birthday at a Thai restaurant. Everyone enjoyed themselves with the food served, we ate pineapple rice just now and I asked for more. I was too hungry okay. haha. Happy Birthday Grandma! I love you. <3

I'm pretty sure that my weight has increased few kilos. dammit.

2009-12-05T06:10:00.000-08:00

I MISS BLOGGER. haha :D

2009-11-05T00:49:00.000-08:00

http://www.melialawan.tumblr.com/

Now I owned a tumblr acc! But I still update my blog anyway. hehe

2009-11-01T08:19:00.000-08:00

I just came back from school's dinner few hours ago. :)

Mel: Mom, guess what? I was nominated to be one of lady of the night finalist. Unfortunately, I didn't win.

Mom: Oh really? Why didn't you get the title?

Mel: Too nervous on the stage until I can't answered a simple question. How stupid.

Mom: Mel, you come there to support the club's dinner not to compete dresses with those girls.

Mel: Yes mom, I know that. And for the sake of Masha too. Pick me up now?

Mom: Okay, be there in 10 minutes.

2009-10-27T09:19:00.000-07:00

Meet my dearest uncle and aunty, Hamali Bin Haji Bujang and Jamilah Bt Apandi which are soon to be called Haji and Hajjah. Haha. I wish both of you the best there and always remember we will be missing both of you like crazy. Sweet red loves from your niece, Melia! <3

2009-10-27T08:35:00.000-07:00

I felt the grieving feeling as I sent my dearest uncle and aunty to the airport this evening as they are going to Makkah for 1 month plus to fulfil Haj. Yet I felt really happy when I saw a lot of muslims gathered at the airport today. We were speechless to see the big crowd as we reached there. We were still in the car by that moment, just scared to come out from the car as we saw the big crowd. Haha. Females were wearing baju kurung with tudungs and males were wearing songkok. Mostly were crying as their beloved family members are going to the holy land of Islam. I hope my dearest uncle and aunty are safe there and also on their way back. May Allah bless both of them. Amin.

Not to forget that I was selected to be the Treasurer for our school's Photography and Videography Club. :)

2009-10-24T19:55:00.000-07:00

It's Sunday Morning. :) My dad woke me up. He wanted me to follow him to grandpa's house to catch some fishes but I asked my sis to follow. I haven't take my bath yet, and nope I'm not going without having my bath.

Exam just finished. Teachers are still checking our papers. Now, we are using Form 3's classes since they are having Pasca-PMR at the school hall. Oh thank God, glad that we don't have to walk up and down the school building for every periods. :)

I think I'm mess up. Can anyone help me?

2009-10-08T22:35:00.000-07:00

I'm not feeling well ever since last night. Sore throat, flu, headache and pussyache which actually means I can't stop pass urine in my syllabus. All in one. HAHAHA. Fidelia sits beside me and she is sick too, sadly she came this morning. My god, both of us can't concentrate at all on our exam. We kept on sneezing and our tables were surrounded by wet tissues. I felt how powerful the heat of the fever was when two sick persons sat next to each other.

I'M MISSING THE LAST HOLIDAYS. SO MUCH FUN WITH THE ONE WHO FAILED HIS DRIVING TEST. <3 HAHA :p

2009-10-07T22:59:00.000-07:00

Done with my lunch.

Final exam has just started yesterday. Today's paper was account. I'm really weak at it that makes myself can't stop worrying so much. Seriously, I have the difficulty to understand nowadays and yes, lack of practice too. hah! I don't mind if I managed to get myself low marks but atleast I don't FAIL. Got to go now, wanna take my relaxing shower and a short nap.

Tomoro's paper is Add Maths. I bet there will be full of eraser dust on the classroom's floor.Wish me the best. :)

2009-10-07T07:26:00.000-07:00

My sis and her band performed at RTM last Saturday morning. They were only live on the radio. It was sad yet funny to hear that Azra was waiting in front of her tv for few hours early in the morning just to watch Nini. She was really wasting her time on that. Haha anyways, thanks to Zul for those beautiful pictures. Unfortunately, he deleted some. I know that! :D

It's still in the month of Syawal and it's not too late for me to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to everyone. Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Glad that my friends are still coming to my house for Raya visiting. I'll pay them back, if I'm not busy.

This year's theme color was again WHITE :D

2009-10-07T06:54:00.000-07:00

REFRESH THE BLOG.

Not ready to pack my things up to another place cause I am staying. Still wanna be with you. Faithful me. HAHA

Venturesome.

2009-09-13T09:04:00.000-07:00

Mentor's teaching.

Hello there Homo sapiens! Today, my parents and I went to check my sister, Nini and her band, known as Venturesome at our own jamming studio which is specially made at Dad's office. One of her friend's Dad was there too and not forgotten Nini's mentor, Uncle Mail. :)

They will be performing at Bintang Kecil RTM this coming October 3rd as the invited band. The theme given was 70's or 80's. So they have to perform 3 songs with that kind of music as requested by RTM. They will be live on television at 3pm, if I'm not mistaken.

This is not confirm yet, but I heard her band might be performing at St Thomas' School during Raya week in conjunction of St Thomas' Battle Of The Band.

I hope the band will make their performances successfully. We always support them. :)

Happy Birthday Uncle!

2009-09-06T07:52:00.000-07:00

Okay last night, again we had our break fast at The Banquet. But it was celebrating Uncle Snowdan’s 38th birthday and also his 10years of marriage with Aunty Melinda. Congrats to uncle and aunty. Anyway, may Uncle Dan success in everything he does. God bless. <3

Birthday Dinner

2009-08-30T00:28:00.000-07:00

I had my belated 16th birthday dinner with my family at The Banquet last night. I somehow felt drowsy while eating, that was because, I didn't get myself enough sleep throughout the day. Oh the day before yesterday, I played LASER TAG. And it was fun, I'll play again on next week yeay!

I'm Sixteen. : )

2009-08-25T08:36:00.001-07:00

Hello everyone!
So now I am officially sixteen. Yeapie! Thanks for the birthday wishes everyone. Big juicy yummy kisses for all! <3

Oh by the way, on my birthday night, my parents brought me to Velocity Indoor Go-Karting as a part of entertainment gift for the birthday girl. Well, our family loves go-karting. A lott! Loving them much much. XOXO

That's me with Uncle Kelvin, the owner of the place. I know I look weird with that helmet. So please don't LOL me. haha :D

Mia darling, Happy Belated Birthday and I love you so much. Missing you badly.

:(

2009-07-27T23:12:00.000-07:00

I want to be thanked and appreciated to what I had done a lot, teachers and friends. You must know what actually you don't know before you make speeches. So please find out first before you give compliments. And I don't feel shy to share this. :(

Photography and Videography Club Dinner 2009.

2009-07-26T08:13:00.000-07:00

It was on 25th July 2009 at Supreme Hotel. And I was very frustrated and saddened that night because of them. :(( Thank you so much to mommy, daddy, uncles, aunties, cousin and friends for your great support and help to make the function successful. I love you. Here are some pictures for you to see. :)

Love ya.

Your love is in. :P

Food and Fun Fair 2009

2009-07-04T21:21:00.000-07:00

I never thought twister game was a real blast yesterday. I said it was a bad idea for fun fair initially. Haha. But we had a great time with our game customers. I was supposed to help my teacher at the food stall from 11am to 1pm but then not in our expectation our food was sold very fast. That was a really good business. And so students on duty from 11am till 3pm were canceled.

Everything ended fine. =)

The throwing game.

The socks inspired by late Michael Jackson.

Crystal was happy cos she had one too.

mashanisafifahjasnagenmayaunamel. :D

"Scho, dak nya mok kita duak main ka?"

R.I.P MJ

Me and Scho posed to the camera.

I can see Az and Lut.

Haha. Crystal and Judith.

Talktalk.

It was heavy rain and I had to wait long to be picked up.

Here are some pics I had uploaded. Will upload more k? Stay tune. Peace.

Al-Fatihah to Mikaeel

2009-07-03T03:17:00.000-07:00

I finally decided to quit choral speaking due to some circumstances that can effect my studies at school. It's okay though. Anyway, tomorrow is our school's food and fun fair. I can't wait for it. Haha. I made crew passes specially for my classmates. Each pass has their own name. There I put late Mikaeel's face on it. I'm gonna miss u Mikaeel and always remember I LOVE YOU FOREVER.

AL-FATIHAH TO ALLAHYARHAM MIKAEEL JACKSON.

hello yello

2009-06-12T02:10:00.000-07:00

After party, I decided to chill here.

It’s been two days already and I’m missing those days at tennis court. Wish I could make those times I had absolutely fun with my friends’ stay. Haha. Anyways, school holidays are going to end soon. My school home works are still undone yet. I’ll catch them up later. I still have two more days to make them done. Oh yes, I participated myself on choral speaking which will be presented by using Malay language. I had my 1^st practice last Wednesday. Not many came that day because some were on their vacations. It’s kind of fun practicing it because there were lots of laughter due to funny voices and acts we made. FYI, It’s not like the normal choral speaking we used to watch though. Haha. And so, I was doing nothing just now so I decided to make this finish the sentence survey.

1. My ex principal. Well, kindergarten principal actually. She saw me buying food stuffs with mom at a supermarket just now. I pretended myself not to know her. Because I was being brutal for a minute.

2. Maybe I should do something to make it taste good.

3. I love myself.

4. People would say that I am weird. That is because I am weird. heh?

5. I don’t understand add mathematics. Help me.

6. When I woke up in the morning, mom asked me to get dress and accompany her somewhere.

7. I lost my turtle again. Where the hell it goes?

8. Life is full of temptation. So learn to control yourself.

9. My past is like I-don’t-know.

10. I get annoyed when they talk too much.

11. Parties are awesome of course.

12. I wish to get to know “that that”. ahaha. ;P

13. Dogs are cute.

14. Cats are cuter.

15. Tomorrow is Saturday and I’m going to Sematan. Maybe? I'm not that quite sure.

16. I have low tolerance mp3. Well that's a punk band name.

17. If I had a million dollars, I’ll just bank in.

18. I am totally terrified of god.

Gawai Day

2009-06-04T07:41:00.001-07:00

I’ve been really busy nowadays, that’s the reason why I can’t blog. I’m very sorry for that. But anyway life’s been great now. One day before Gawai Day, mommy and I picked up Kak Al, Mak and Bapak at the airport after their one week stay at KL for Kak Al’s degree convocation. I was supposed to follow them but mommy didn’t allow me to go. That’s very sad okay.

Gawai Day was a really busy day for us. I was really tired that evening so I went to Crystal’s house and slept there for two hours. While I was sleeping, mommy called. She accused me that I tried to run away from those visitors at home. Okay fine, I was doing it on purposed. Seriously, I was really tired but felt guilty though. Never in my life I had escaped that. Haha.

Btw, these are some photos captured on Gawai Day.

12midnight

Picture with TYT.

Me, Crystal and Ninie.

Visitors.

Happy times.

late and short

2009-05-13T07:36:00.000-07:00

oh yeahh. after two weeks of exam is finally over today. i feel so relief. hurm. i have no comments towards this first term exam because i know they were all in full paper and very tough especially chemistry. i bet my results are low. :(

let us close that exam topic eyy. no stress no stress. haha. okay their birthdays had past already, yet still i want to wish my beloved Daddy, beloved cousins Jeezrel and Abigail YB Snowdan Lawan, my beloved sister Ninie a happy birthday here. May all ur dreams come true, long live and god bless. love u all. muah.

not to forget, last sunday was mother's day celebration. we visited my late grandma's graveyard in 7 mile and after that had our dinner with my beloved mommy. :) to mommy, do not stress urself k. remember that i love u always. im very lucky to have a mother like u which is very sporting, loving, caring and can be my bestfriend too. i really appreciate that u were always there whenever i was in many troubles, u calmed me down and helped me to solve them perfectly. hehe. thank you so much for being a great mother. :) also i wish to my grandma from mommy's side, Mak Aji and all mothers out there. Have a great celebration.

oh yea, for all information, i burned my left hand and cut my thumb accidentally. seriously, i cried my heart out. but i am all okay now.

p/s: im sorry for this late and short update. and to A.M. im very sorry but anyway thank you so much for that.

In loving memory of my beloved grandma, Nek Oly. Happy Mother's Day from us.

Childhood Idol

2009-04-18T20:15:00.000-07:00

My dad was hanging out with my childhood idol which is Vince, haha, few nights ago since he checked in at grandpa's hotel. Initially, I thought my dad was fooling around. But it was true that's him. Because Vince and I talked on the phone the other day. hee :P

We supposed to have a dinner with him that Saturday night. Unfortunately, he had to do some shootings at Lubuk Antu. But at least we met each other for a few minutes at the coffee house after the shootings. He was really tired until he almost fell down right in front of my mom and sister. haha. The sad thing is we didn't take any pictures with him because he rushed to bed. Poor Vince. hahaha.

P/S: I'm addicted to Kwali's.

Drunk

2009-03-24T07:42:00.000-07:00

I've been lazy nowadays due to the fact that I was having food poisoning since last friday. But I'm getting much better now. Today at school was okay. Given a lot of homeworks as usual and ate spaghetti during recess. But somehow, I felt a bit uncomfortable because I had the feeling of drunk that made me kept on checking the time and wishing to go back home and just sleep on my salty pillows. No, not that drunk. Two nights I'd this sleeping disorder.

One thing had got me surprised this evening was, my beloved Sis Kim came by to my house and gave me chicken porridge. Thank you sister. I love you.

It's late already. I should have try to go to sleep now if not I'll be drunk again at school tomorrow morning. Good night.

XOXO.

Permai Moment

2009-03-17T01:05:00.000-07:00

In between Zafy and Masha.

Rubbish collecting.

The game.

Sandwich and I.

Pictures from last saturday. :)

I can't had my nap after almost one whole day at Permai Rainforest Resort. It was really tiring but yet still really fun. This activity was combined with 3 clubs which are SLAD, Tennis and Girl Guide. We gathered at school carpark at 7 in the morning and got off by two buses. Everyone was bringing a bag except for me. I brought 3 big bags. :D Sher and I got ourselves in boredom in the bus so we came out with an idea of making some videos. There this one video of Sher acted like Sami Vellu that made Qas and I laughed very hard.

As we arrived at the destination, a man who in-charge of the place greeted us and gave us a briefing. After that, he divided us into two groups to collect rubbish. A group was given the beach site-that was mine. And another group was given the mountain site. It was really slippery to step on those slimy rocks that made us fell down often. Our group did our job really fast. So we had to wait for the other group to meet us at the beach after their job had done.

While waited for them, we had fun playing at the beach with a game. We played pulling the rope. Form four and three girls had beat those form five girls for three times. Oh yeahh. We rock! :D We also took some pictures and ate some sandwiches at the shelter provided. We had been playing at the beach for hours still the other group had not come yet.

Mdm Elisza called us while we were enjoying the game. She said that the other group had waited for us at the canteen. The management was so kind because they gave us a free lunch buffet since we helped them to clean their place. After lunch, we headed off to the beach again. There we were allowed to play more games and swimming. It was extremely insane at the beach. My friends got really excited and jumped for many times into the ocean. I was suprised to see that.

After two hours having fun in the water, Mdm Elisza wanted us to get ready early because our bus may be arrived soon. So all of us ran to the female's toilet. The toilet only provides 6 bathrooms where still not enough for a big group like us. It made me pissed and so I brought some of my friends to the male's toilet since there was no one inside. We took our bath really fast. A lot of guys came in with a big surprise. The most embrassed thing happened to me was where I had forgotten my precious thing which is my bikini in the male's toilet when we were about to go. I had to rush inside to get it even though there were many guys inside. It made me laughed where the male's toilet has 6 bathrooms too and only 1 bathroom had no one inside with the door opened wide. And oh my god, I saw my black bikini hanging. All guys looked and laughed including myself. I can't forget about that. :DD

I told my teachers and friends about that. They laughed very hard. Then my mom called a few minutes later saying that dad, Ninie and her were on their way to pick up my aunty and I there. We waited for them for 20 minutes and had our early dinner at Palm Seafood Restaurant.

P/S: I love you, bikini. :D

Update

2009-03-08T08:18:00.000-07:00

Hey, just came back chilling out with friends almost the whole entire day at town. I felt stupid due to some circumstances in the evening. *rollingeyes* But I'm glad I have something that made me feel alright tonight. You know who you are. <3

What's Sexy?

2009-03-06T05:01:00.000-08:00

Okay. Exam finished. So it’s time to relax my precious brain. :)

So what am I going to write?
Oh yeah. Masha and I waited for our cars to pick us up at the church yesterday afternoon. So we discussed about some of our test papers. The papers were all tough especially additional mathematics. I bet my test results are low. During the conversation, Masha in a sudden came out to ask me something.

Masha: Mel, have you interested in anyone right now?
Me: I rather am single at this moment.
Masha: I can see that. You’re a type that not into relationship.
Me: Yeah. :)

What the hell was I thinking? Actually, I do admire lots of guys. Well, it is just admiring not liking or loving. Wanna know who do I admire a lot nowadays? A guy named Steven Strait. Ahaha. :D I know, I know. Masha is expecting me to like ordinary guys not a celebrity. But, this guy totally got me though. Just look at him.

Awhhh. That’s what I call god damn hot, sexy, crispy, spicy and yummy. And look again, he’s covered with hair. Oh, I just loved to see this picture. *hornyyeww* I'm interested with guys that are with long hair, muscular, hairy type like Steven. Don’t laugh okay. Oh and Steven is also a multitalented guy. He’s an actor, a model and a rock star.

The way he sings with his shirt off is way too sexy. Love the song too.

On the last day of February

2009-03-01T00:07:00.000-08:00

This has got me a bad headache.

First exam for us has just started yesterday till next Thursday. Yesterday’s test papers were bahasa melayu and history. Oh my god, I was blank for history paper. It was extremely hard than I thought. I can’t get everything I read on my mind during the exam. Hurm. So I answered all the objectives, structures-just a few that I can’t answer and essays-no comment.

Look I can only draw on the exam sheet and drink. Ahaha. :D

Anyway, I'm trying my best to pass. Good luck Mel. God bless. :)

Oh yeah, I feel soo clean. ahaha. Because I went for facial with mommy after school. It's been awhile I did'nt showed myself up at Dermacare as I am too busy with many stuffs. And because of that, we forgot to pick up Ninie from school. haha. She was really pissed off at us, so we bought her a set of KFC dinner plate to calm her down. Ahaha. Sorry sis. :D

Sick.

2009-02-17T23:12:00.000-08:00

i was absent to school for 2 days. felt not well yesterday morning so i went to normah medical specialist centre to see dr. siew. she said that im having a gastric. *sad* :( oh btw, i took some pictures of myself when i was a little girl and a baby in her room. :P

Her Night.

2009-02-08T00:40:00.000-08:00

Last night was fun. I went out to celebrate Crystal’s birthday with cousins, sister and Mia. Since this was her special night-and even it was a belated one, I finally fulfilled my promise to her. So we had our dinner at one of my favorites which is San Francisco Grill Restaurant. I just love the place. Its romantic and cozy. Dinner was so delicious. We were entertained by a pianist there and enjoyed ourselves singing a birthday song with a few songs too. After dinner, we chilled at Ming Corner Café for an hour. Then, we had some cappuccinos and latte at Seattle Coffee and Tea, Merdeka Palace. We laughed a lot last night and went back home late. Haha.

Ahh. Valentine's Day is coming soon. Im sure most couples are looking for a very romantic place where they can celebrate the special day together. If I were to choose a place, of course I prefer this restaurant. :D

Birthdays.

2009-02-03T04:27:00.000-08:00

Omigosh. Today is Crystal’s birthday. I nearly forgot about that until I returned her call a few minutes ago. And I know I’m late to post this too. I’ve been really busy nowadays that’s why. Mommy’s birthday was on 21st January and Grandma’s was on 23rd January. So I would like to wish them Happy Birthday! May god bless u all. Hope you are happy in future and undertakings. My families are my top priority. And I love them so much. XOXO.

Photo Geeks Day.

2009-01-17T01:02:00.000-08:00

I had fun at school this morning. Photography club made a competition for the members. 3 best photographers will be given 3 merits each. So everyone in the club was busy looking for their models and perfect spots. I don’t need to work hard to look for a model because I have Tia - my victim haha. The time was given for us just for 20 minutes. Oh it was really in a rush. Darn. Lots of photos I have taken. And now I just need to choose and print some out. Oh as for tennis club. I became one of the AJKs as the Miss President Zafy chooses me. Thank you for trusting me M.P.:D

Mia honey.

Tia darling.

P/S: I miss Amal sweetheart. She’s in KL right now. Darn.

What flood?

2009-01-13T08:32:00.000-08:00

I'm glad that today's weather is good than yesterday. It just that a lil windy. But I heard some rumours saying that there will be more flood strike in a few days time. We will see about that soon.

When flood struck Kuching City.

2009-01-12T06:12:00.000-08:00

I feel like myself in the movie The Day After Tomorrow. It’s been non-stop raining heavily these three days. My house is now badly flooded since yesterday. Amal’s apartment is just surrounded by flood water especially the car park. And Mia’s just by the road side. Oh how lucky they are. Darn. Kuching turned out to be a deep ocean now. Everyone is worried and begin to wonder what will happen if this situation continues till next week. I checked the Sarawak Government Almanac and it says that the king tide will occur till this Thursday at 8pm. I keep on thinking this: What about Chinese New Year? - It usually happened on those particular days. This is such a big disaster. We’ve got to prepare ourselves. I pray to god that hopefully this will stop and everything is back to normal.

My another family was happily swimming at the house compound. haha.

Little Intan and myself.

I posed to the camera at Aunty Bibi's house.

It's Harley Davidson on the wall.

Saturday afternoon. It's piano class!

2009-01-10T07:44:00.000-08:00

My piano teacher texted me yesterday saying that my piano exam is coming soon as my mommy paid for the exam fee already. She also reminded me that today I must come for my piano class and practice. So I met her at the class on this afternoon after I cleaned myself up at home from school. She gave me my exam pieces and I played some notes in front of her. Oh gosh. I need to catch up. Exam is on this coming June. I missed many classes due to my trial PMR exam and the BIG one last year. Now, it turned out to be in chaotic. Even though I have a piano at home, but I don’t play it very often nowadays because I’m always busy with my school works. That makes Madam Mavis piss off at me. Like always. But it’s okay. I take it as a challenge. It’s for my own good. Not for bad. :D

I took my chance taking photographs when Madam Mavis was not around. She was expecting me practising. But then, I was taking lotsa lotsa pictas! Ahaha. FYI, Ninie was practising with a digital piano behind me. :P

Saturday morning. It's school curriculums!

2009-01-10T07:33:00.000-08:00

Two important things happened this morning. I went to school as it was the registrations for school curriculums. I supposed to wake up early but then it was raining heavily that I can’t get myself off the bed. So I was late for 20 minutes. I joined four clubs and was automatically chosen as the secretary of SLAD which stands for Skim Lencana Anti-Dadah without any votes. Hahahh. After all were settled. Amal told myself and the gang-haha that she lost her phone during Permasa meeting. We were totally panicked. But thanks to god that it was actually the teacher in charge of Permasa who took it as Azzy left Amal's phone under a table. Oh very careless. :D

On my way to school. It was really cold ya know. :D

School Season.

2009-01-04T06:24:00.000-08:00

I am feeling excited that school reopens tomorrow. I can’t wait to see my friends and teachers again. Oh I’ve been missing them super much throughout this school holidays. I wonder how they look like now. Hope they are looking great. hmp. Good luck for form 4 my dear friends. =)

Myself 2008.

My very naughty 2008 classmates. :D

New Year Eve.

2009-01-01T07:19:00.001-08:00

I went out on the evening. Went back home early and slept for 4 hours because I felt really tired. Then, I woke up and had my dinner with friends at a restaurant. Actually, it was not in our plan. That's why we were dressing ourselves simple. But we felt too hungry so we've got to eat. haha. After that, we had our final countdown at town. Many things happened that night that freaked me out. But, I'm glad that we were all okay.

Better Days Ahead Me. Welcome 2009.

2008-12-31T06:18:00.000-08:00

It’s just so fast the day goes by. The awaiting moment for me to welcome the new year. Say goodbye to the previous year. And make new resolutions. It could be hard saying goodbye because it is such unforgettable year as it left a lot of bittersweet memories. The bads, the goods, the happy and the sad. I have learned so many things. And whatever it is now, I should make decisions of my own. But then, I presume that some of my decisions will not be accepted. It is up to an individual’s view.

Years come and gone with lucks. What I hope for this coming year is to be success in everything I do and no problems arise. Thinking what is past, is past. But always be remembered by me. I am looking forward for the better future from now onwards. Trying my very best to change what are the weaknesses in me. And I hope everyone will do the same thing too.

Most of us are glad that 2008 is behind us. Perhaps this new year will be a better one for all of us. I would like to take this opportunity to wish you all good luck in everything you do. All the best. Have a great moment with family and friends. Happy New Year 2009! =)

Christmas Eve and Birthday Gathering.

2008-12-26T22:05:00.000-08:00

on dec 24th, i had my christmas eve at Retreat Resort, Lundu with my family, aunts, uncle, cousins and friends. we did many activities such as swimming, playing volley ball, playing snooker, karoake and clubbing of course. we even celebrated Elvis Adika's birthday. that night was really enjoy because our families gathered to have fun. we slept at 4 in the morning. and the next day, we woke up very late. haha. we also went to Pandan Beach before we had our lunch at aunty ah chu's seafood restaurant at Sematan. since some of my dad's family are christians and muslims, so every year we celebrate any festivals together.

behind us is the chalets compound.

looking how i feel. in the light i choose.

really stone? nopee. fake stone. :DD

we could be the ocean heroes.

i am a long way from home.

crystal and myself at aunty ah chu's.

Australia

2008-12-21T02:56:00.000-08:00

Me as a bar girl with a gun. :DD

Chadstone Shopping Mall

Friends

Surfers Paradise Beach, Gold Coast

On the cruise. Behind us is the Sydney Opera House.

View from the cruise :P

The family at Glensworth Valley Horse Riding

The beautiful Melbourne at night

Fitzroy Garden

Eating a cupcake at Chadstone

Flinders Street Station

Outside The Little Malaysia Restaurant

It is now two weeks after I came back from my vacation to Australia with my Lawan’s family, except for Uncle Snowdan and Uncle Freddy. Uncle Snowdan can’t join us because he and his family are on their vacation to Europe since December 6th. As for Uncle Freddy, he has to take care of his business.

I made a lot of memories in Australia. My vacation to Gold Coast, Sydney and Melbourne totally got me insane. Most of Australian people are very friendly and sweet. I like the way they are and that’s why I made a lot of friends there. Have I mentioned that I was made in Australia? Oh yea, I didn’t. Mommy told me that daddy and her made me there in Perth. Don’t laugh. :D

We went to a lot of places in Australia. At Gold Coast, we went to Paradise Country Farm, Sea World and Movie World to fulfill our fantasies. I really had fun there as I enjoyed the roller coaster the most. Where as at Sydney, we boarded the Sydney Harbour Cruise and had our BBQ lunch at The Australian Reptile Park. We even went to Glensworth Valley Horse Riding. These were fantastic and fun. REALLY! And not to forget, the last destination was Melbourne. There we had our delicious lunch at The Cuckoo Restaurant. After our lunch, we proceed to Philip Island to watch Penguin Parade. It was really cold there but we were enjoying ourselves watching cute little penguins along the beach during sunset.

I hope one day I will be back there again as what my dad had promised to me if we are not going to USA next year. Oh well, just wait for the time.

The Mask Of A Fucker

2008-11-19T10:11:00.000-08:00

I, I feel totally relief today. All of the lies are now unfolded after these days. I am now away from that fucking evil guy. Thanks to god, my mummy and blogger.com for saving my life to show me the right way.

Why should I believe in their words? Fucking nonsense from those betrayers’ mouth. Liarrr! Let me tell you, everyday is not the brightest day for you. You will get paybacks from your artifices and what you had done to those innocent persons and myself. You are not forgotten by me because you are a major liar and betrayer. Making bullshit promises here and there. Trying to be hero. Fucking evil guy, you know who you are. You deserve this title.

One day you will realize what are goods and bads toward what you have done. And I curse you are not happy and success in your life. You never learn about me don’t you? Once persons love me, i will be more loving them. But once I hate persons, it will be a serious disaster for them.

Enjoy with your cultural shocked eyy? Oh well, it will not last long. I know who you are. You have a very strange lust that can’t be controlled. Oh yes, not to forget, you're happy with your greedy attitude right? Restricting me from doing things but only you can? Hello, thats not me. I am not that damn stupid.

Fuckk you evil shit. You should know this, i hate you! And yeah, the hell's door is now welcoming you. Good luck in there.

Lots of hates,

Mel

Thursday, November 20^th 2008

2.36am

That One Person

2008-11-19T08:59:00.000-08:00

Why should you be higher and higher?
As you are a laymen
Why should you let the world to know?
As those rubbish do not look best
And just all fakes
Wearing the mask of the truth
That lure persons without noticing
You are deceiving
You are trying
But how can it change?
I am not looking down
You are just a pitiful
That makes me feel sorrow for
I am having much wealth
But you are bright in a tasteless way
Look at the environment
Persons make sounds and movements of their face
That express lively amusement
Artifices of yours are seen
For the reason that
Half with mental faculties awake
But half corroborate these
I am becoming indolent
And causing pain
I let you be wildly enthusiastic
And I will watch you
With my mouth open wide
Ready to laugh

ONE of those people

2008-11-19T02:49:00.000-08:00

It’s been 15 years I’m living in this earth. There are many categories of people that I met. They are clever, honest, loyal, friendly, respect, rude, mean and evil. I get to know, learn and hang out with them. I hear their stories, laughing together, watching their actions and treatments of them towards family, friends even myself. These make me know more about life and learn how to handle it by myself. I take every challenges to be more wiser. But there is only one category of people that usually causing me pain.

When Jealousy Seeps In Me

2008-11-18T22:36:00.000-08:00

Since my friends had joined blogger nowadays, why not I join too? Even my sister had joined blogger recently. I feel jealous of them having blogger accounts of their own. I finally made myself an offcial blogger account today after my sister showed me her’s last few days ago. Oh yeay! I am so GAY I have mine now!